Mr. brightside.

I kept asking the same thing over and over again...

"What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago, but never did?"

Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That is what we like to think but that is not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again. What we fear most has already happened to us.

Still, Allah doesn't give you the people you want. Instead, He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way you're meant to be.


That was the thing. You just never knew, right?

Smile

Smile. why?
because it makes you attractive;
it changes 
your mood. it relieves stress.
and it helps you stay positive.

Now tell me,

Tell me don't give up
Tell me there's someone out there
give me a pure love
give me a forever that we can both share
Show me its okay
Show me its alright
that I'm far from crazy
for living by faith and not by sight.

17

I am only 17,
and they have me deciding my whole future, planning it on a map.


"hurry up get your license.
get a job, I don't care that you'll be working your whole life.
quick, look up colleges. You need to decide NOW."

......these are the thoughts running through my head.


Sometimes I just want to yell
"i am so young and ignorant, i can't do all of this."
and just spend my life in my bed.

I love you, I really do but what I really need is a time off.