17

I am only 17,
and they have me deciding my whole future, planning it on a map.


"hurry up get your license.
get a job, I don't care that you'll be working your whole life.
quick, look up colleges. You need to decide NOW."

......these are the thoughts running through my head.


Sometimes I just want to yell
"i am so young and ignorant, i can't do all of this."
and just spend my life in my bed.

I love you, I really do but what I really need is a time off.