Just a kid who loves music
Music.
It is powerful. and you wanna know why? because no matter how you're feeling, there is always a song out there with that one lyric that stands out, because it describes exactly how you're feeling. and it is an amazing feeling when you hear that lyric for the first time because you can finally say "OMG, that's what I'm going through! that explains everything" music is there for you when you can't find the words on your own.
And I guess, Music doesn't lie. If there is something that can be undone in this world, it can only happen through music.
hi everyone,
I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my way. Simply nineteen, and no tolerance for bullshit.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
If you treat me right, i'll treat you better.
I've learned that,
No one (ever) deserves to be treated that way.
so even if you love him with your entire heart,
with every fiber of your being,
with so much passion that it hurts to think about it,
you need to forget what you want and
remember what you deserve.
No one (ever) deserves to be treated that way.
so even if you love him with your entire heart,
with every fiber of your being,
with so much passion that it hurts to think about it,
you need to forget what you want and
remember what you deserve.
Friday, November 25, 2011
Hey beautiful stranger
What makes you stand out
is what makes you different.
What makes you different is what makes you beautiful.
No matter how ugly you think you are,
there's that special person that loves you.
believes you’re the most beautiful
and irresistible thing on earth,
and nothing can ever change that.
What makes you different is what makes you beautiful.
No matter how ugly you think you are,
there's that special person that loves you.
believes you’re the most beautiful
and irresistible thing on earth,
and nothing can ever change that.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Putih.
Diam seribu bahasa
Mencari sejuta kata
Terpegun.
Masih mencari
Sisa-sisa berbisa
Terpegun.
Meronta-ronta
Di endahkan juga
Di campak mentah.
Mencari sejuta kata
Terpegun.
Masih mencari
Sisa-sisa berbisa
Terpegun.
Meronta-ronta
Di endahkan juga
Di campak mentah.
Monday, September 12, 2011
Ten things I want to say to ten different people right now.
1. Why the fuck are you causing so much drama? Get a life, will you?
2. What the hell! You're amazing and you have such a cocky attitude yet the boys you attract are nothing but drama and shit each and every time. Please stop getting into relationships so fast and actually SEE who you're with each time.
3. You're amazing, I'm judging completely based on how you treat me and how much you have my back but what's wrong with that? Why should I judge based on what a few scum bags are saying? Nope, not going to happen.
4. I talk a lot of shit about you, but somehow I still want to be your friend and have you in my life. You're simply amazing, no matter how much I talk smack about you, strange eh?
5. I may just be falling for you, please don't ruin it.
6. I've already fallen for you, and honestly the only reason I'm looking around at other options is because you're being so slow...I don't like waiting around, make a move already.
7. Yeah, cool story bro!
8. I'm over you I swear, but some things just remind me of you and make me a little sad for that moment in time. Perfectly normal.
9. You are my rock! My other half, my little sister, I love you more than words can describe, seriously!
10. NEVER leave my life!
2. What the hell! You're amazing and you have such a cocky attitude yet the boys you attract are nothing but drama and shit each and every time. Please stop getting into relationships so fast and actually SEE who you're with each time.
3. You're amazing, I'm judging completely based on how you treat me and how much you have my back but what's wrong with that? Why should I judge based on what a few scum bags are saying? Nope, not going to happen.
4. I talk a lot of shit about you, but somehow I still want to be your friend and have you in my life. You're simply amazing, no matter how much I talk smack about you, strange eh?
5. I may just be falling for you, please don't ruin it.
6. I've already fallen for you, and honestly the only reason I'm looking around at other options is because you're being so slow...I don't like waiting around, make a move already.
7. Yeah, cool story bro!
8. I'm over you I swear, but some things just remind me of you and make me a little sad for that moment in time. Perfectly normal.
9. You are my rock! My other half, my little sister, I love you more than words can describe, seriously!
10. NEVER leave my life!
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Mr. brightside.
I kept asking the same thing over and over again...
"What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago, but never did?"
Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That is what we like to think but that is not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again. What we fear most has already happened to us.
Still, Allah doesn't give you the people you want. Instead, He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way you're meant to be.
That was the thing. You just never knew, right?
"What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago, but never did?"
Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That is what we like to think but that is not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again. What we fear most has already happened to us.
Still, Allah doesn't give you the people you want. Instead, He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way you're meant to be.
That was the thing. You just never knew, right?
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Smile
Smile. why?
because it makes you attractive;
it changes your mood. it relieves stress.
and it helps you stay positive.
because it makes you attractive;
it changes your mood. it relieves stress.
and it helps you stay positive.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Now tell me,
Tell me don't give up
Tell me there's someone out there
give me a pure love
give me a forever that we can both share
Show me its okay
Show me its alright
that I'm far from crazy
for living by faith and not by sight.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
17
I am only 17,
and they have me deciding my whole future, planning it on a map.
"hurry up get your license.
get a job, I don't care that you'll be working your whole life.
quick, look up colleges. You need to decide NOW."
......these are the thoughts running through my head.
Sometimes I just want to yell
"i am so young and ignorant, i can't do all of this."
and just spend my life in my bed.
I love you, I really do but what I really need is a time off.
and they have me deciding my whole future, planning it on a map.
"hurry up get your license.
get a job, I don't care that you'll be working your whole life.
quick, look up colleges. You need to decide NOW."
......these are the thoughts running through my head.
Sometimes I just want to yell
"i am so young and ignorant, i can't do all of this."
and just spend my life in my bed.
I love you, I really do but what I really need is a time off.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Bieberfever
OMG OMG ITS JUSTIN BIEBERRRRR. AWWW HE'S SO CUTEEEE. mehakememeh -.-
Ok, First of all I am not his BIGgest Fan. I do not adore him. And I like his music.
I'm not for or against Justin Bieber, but I thought these graphics were funny (;
#1 I have crushes, but they're all too old. Like Beyonce -she has a husband, I might get shot.
I went up to give Beyonce a hug at the Grammys and Jay-Z said, watch out buddy! He was kidding, but you know..."
^^ HAHAA
#2 I'm just a regular 16 year old kid. I make good grilled cheese and I like girls."
#3 I also try to read all of my fan mail. A lot of them send me candy, which I'm not allowed to eat 'cause my mom says it might be poisonous."
#4 I think that being a gentleman is what matters; taking them out to a nice dinner, open the doors, stuff like that.
#5 Interviewer: What’s the girl fashion trend that confuses you?
Justin Bieber: “Uggs. I think they’re ugly. And I think big sunglasses are kind of overrated. I like big sunglasses but not those huge, round ones.
^^ HAHAHAA ROTFL cool one :D
-------There are some things for people that like Justin Bieber and for some that don't. Right? Ngeh
Saturday, April 24, 2010
I never told you
I love our silly fights and our late night talks about the most random things. I love when you always there to walk me home. I love how you look at me. I love how you make me feel like I've got angel wings. I love how you make me feel safe all the time whenever I'm with you. I am truly deeply in love with you. Most importantly, I miss you, I miss us.
I miss you so, so much that I can't sleep, so much that I can't breathe. My heart-- it skips a beat when I think of you and me. And I'm so hurt right now, so upset and disappointed.But it's not all your fault, no, I blame myself. I shouldn't have fallen so hard for someone who didn't care.
And yes, you've hurt me more times than anyone should ever have and you continue to cause me pain, but even now as I cry these tears you put on my face, I will always be here for you. Maybe we wont speak for a long time to come but I will still think of you each and every day; yeah that could be a total waste of me but I can never give up on hope.
p/s : well, if it meant to be it meant to be
I miss you so, so much that I can't sleep, so much that I can't breathe. My heart-- it skips a beat when I think of you and me. And I'm so hurt right now, so upset and disappointed.But it's not all your fault, no, I blame myself. I shouldn't have fallen so hard for someone who didn't care.
And yes, you've hurt me more times than anyone should ever have and you continue to cause me pain, but even now as I cry these tears you put on my face, I will always be here for you. Maybe we wont speak for a long time to come but I will still think of you each and every day; yeah that could be a total waste of me but I can never give up on hope.
p/s : well, if it meant to be it meant to be
Friday, April 23, 2010
What if
I saw you walking by today. Your hair was longer and you might have been a little taller. I want to chase you but I couldn't, I don't know what to begin with if I face you so I just let you passing by and I still couldn't speak.
If I ever get a chance --- I'd love to tell you that I miss us very much. and it kills me day by day just to look at you without having a chance talking to you. and it hurts even more to see you just walk away. YLGMH
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you, how good you look when
you smile, how much I love your laugh. I daydream about you off & on, replaying
pieces of our conversation, laughing at funny things that you said or did. I've
memorized your face and the way that you look at me. I catch myself smiling
again at what I imagine.
Yeah, whatever
If I ever get a chance --- I'd love to tell you that I miss us very much. and it kills me day by day just to look at you without having a chance talking to you. and it hurts even more to see you just walk away. YLGMH
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you, how good you look when
you smile, how much I love your laugh. I daydream about you off & on, replaying
pieces of our conversation, laughing at funny things that you said or did. I've
memorized your face and the way that you look at me. I catch myself smiling
again at what I imagine.
Yeah, whatever
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Alice In The Wonderland
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Oh if I only knew the words to make you mine.

For so long i've kept this feelings inside and i was happy not knowing what its like to let them out. I built my walls and they were unbreakable, i saw everyone around me get cheated and deceived and decided that i wasn't going to bother with love. It's been like that all my life & that was okay, it is what i wanted. But then you came, at first i refused to give in. You forced it out of me, forced me to love you. And now my heavy heart is letting you take it all. I cant stop loving you now. You're throwing it away and it hurts, but i'd never hurt you.
p/s : I love you
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
Twilight
AWWWWWWW BOLEH TAK HOT SANGAAAAAAT?! OMG OMG OMG -- SIAPA LAGI KALAU BUKAN TAYLOR LAUTNER :D OH HOTTIEEEE.

Dah tengok dah movie dia, like omg ah kan :D memang takkan tutup mata ah cerita dia. Walaupun cerita dia pretty slow but overall best. ahh H-O-T sangaaaaaaaat ! awwwwwh hahahahahahahaha YES I LOVE JACOB BLACK I LOVE TAYLOR LAUTNER EVEN MORE BEBEH! eheheeee. Ending dia comel "will you marry me?" awwww :')
Dear you, thanks for accompanied me. Eventhough you dah tengok cerita ni kan you kan? ELEH -.- but thanks, cause i know cerita tu bosan, KOT? HAHAHAAA.

Comel kan comel kan comel kan? I know -- heee

Dah tengok dah movie dia, like omg ah kan :D memang takkan tutup mata ah cerita dia. Walaupun cerita dia pretty slow but overall best. ahh H-O-T sangaaaaaaaat ! awwwwwh hahahahahahahaha YES I LOVE JACOB BLACK I LOVE TAYLOR LAUTNER EVEN MORE BEBEH! eheheeee. Ending dia comel "will you marry me?" awwww :')
Dear you, thanks for accompanied me. Eventhough you dah tengok cerita ni kan you kan? ELEH -.- but thanks, cause i know cerita tu bosan, KOT? HAHAHAAA.

Comel kan comel kan comel kan? I know -- heee
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Unfounded.
Do you know the most surprising part about heartache?
It doesn't actually kill you,
Like a bullet-to-the-heart,
or a head-on-car wreck, it should.
When someone you've promised to cherish forever says,
"I never loved you,"
BAM!
...... it should kill you instantly.
You shouldn't have to wake up day after day after that, trying to understand how in the world you didn't know.
It doesn't actually kill you,
Like a bullet-to-the-heart,
or a head-on-car wreck, it should.
When someone you've promised to cherish forever says,
"I never loved you,"
BAM!
...... it should kill you instantly.
You shouldn't have to wake up day after day after that, trying to understand how in the world you didn't know.
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